Fear

For as much as I intellectually realize that fear is a wasted emotion, particularly fear of the unknown future, I can’t help but be very afraid that that my condition will worsen to the point where I am so debilitated from chemicals, that I will be a prisoner in my own home. There isn’t a moment I don’t think about my chemical sensitivity and how it negatively impacts my life. I do my best to stay hopeful but I am afraid that it will one day knock me down so hard that I can’t recover from it.